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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Walk @ 11:34 PM
Holidays have started two days ago. And in this two days, i'm already dying of boredom. But i don't think i'll be dying of boredom for this holiday. My schedule are all pack with extra lessons, intensive dnt, tuition, studying. And i'm not really that excited about this holiday. No big deal. Whatever.

I spend the last week of school doing nothing. Well, not exactly nothing. We didn't have any lessons since half of the class were gone. They went for the intensive mother tongue. So, all we did was, talk, watch movie, play games. The games we played was, hangman, the drawing thing(where you have to guess what the person is drawing), uno, heart attack, mafia, murderer, memory game, snap and truth and dare. That's all i think. Ha ha, i actually had fun, since we actually played in big groups. So the fun was like triple. Awesome. But, the sad thing is, on the last week of school, we received tons of homeworks. Ha ha, obviously.

Sigh, honestly, i'm not in the mood to blog about my shit life. Like seriously, i've already done my part, i've already said what i needed to say. What more do you expect? Can you try reading between the lines? Do you ever get tired of fooling me? Do you ever get tired of this? Honestly, i do.

Last saturday and friday, i went for a jog/walk alone, in the middle of the night. I thought that maybe by jogging i could actually forget everything that's bothering me for a moment. But in the end, it got worst. And i ended up, sitting in the middle of nowhere, staring into blank space. People giving looks as if i had ran away from home. But i didn't care, i was too tired to care.

This actually shows, how this has affected my life. It actually changed me as well as my life. I didn't want this, but you turned me to this. I'm so pissed off at you but yet i'm still giving you chances. I'm still giving in. I can't be angry at you. I tried not to make any assumptions, not to jump to conclusions. But have you ever tried to take the initiative to tell me everything, have you? Sometimes, i wonder, who am i to you?

My posts have been so emotional lately, this sucks. I'll try writing a cheerful post next time. If i am happy at that moment ..

P▲PERHE▲RTS
Umairazxz

Seventeen;
I can smile and frown at the same time, can you?















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