Sunday, August 2, 2009
Beautifully broken @ 2:20 AM
I'm waking up. The world is turning. The sun is shining again. I'm holding on to things I shouldn't. It's time to let them go. I've been on a losing streak, have been hit so hard. Once again I'm falling to my knees. I try to escape cause I just can't take it. Now this feeling is spreading like a disease. I fake another day and the wheel keeps turning. Doesn't anybody get it? There's nothing left.
Where are the people that accused me? The ones who beat me down and bruised me. They hide just out of sight. Can't face me in the light. They'll return but I'll be stronger. Sometimes it's hard to just keep going. But faith is moving without knowing. Can I trust what I can see? To reach my destiny.
I'm sick of all this waiting. And people telling me what I should do/be. What if I'm not so crazy. Maybe you're the one who's wrong, not me. So what you gonna do? What you gonna say? When we're standing on top, and do it our way. Now, if you think we're gonna last forever. Then, my friend, you're living in the past. I won't say, "I'm sorry." I'll just do what everybody wants to do. It's not so complicated or is it so complicated?. Cause I know you want the same thing too. The world keeps turning. Why do you tell me you care if you're not gonna change. And my heart's still burning. So how did we get so jaded?
Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces. I've always learn to hold the things i want to say. I'm always going to be afraid. I've learned the hard way to shut my mouth and smile. If these walls could talk they would have so much to say. Cause every time i fight, the scars are gonna heal but there never gonna go away.
There's only anger, tears, pain, lies, fears. There is no love here. So what will you do? Here we are preteding we're ok. You can say what you want but you still can't fool me. The life we're living. It's all masquerade.
Once again, read in between the lines.
Figure it out yourself.
Labels: dissapointed, eeyore, headache, prelims