Lets just get to the point. When i first met you, without a doubt i knew that i could trust you. And then after some time you somehow just decided to walk out of my life. At first, yes, it affected me so bad. It hurt me badly. But i fought for you. The you change your mind. And i thought that possibly i did something wrong or i wasn't enough. So i mended my ways, tried again to be a perfect friend. Apparently, you decided to walk out of my life for the second time. This was when it affected it me real bad. I cried, yes i did, in school too. That was when the hurt seeped into me so bad that i decided to close up to you. But later on, you decided to apologize and walk in back into my life again. And then i thought, unsure of which to decide. So i decided to give a second chance to you. Everybody deserves a second chance, that is why there are two 11:11 in one day.

So i tried again to give you my trust, i tried so hard. If you believe that i did not try, and i'm just lying right here, now. Then honey, i'm sorry cause i really did. If i didn't try, i would have tell you the story of my pathetic life to you, breaking down in front of you. Why would someone even bother to unworthy story of their life and breaking down in public? I tried to put you second to Tellehansen .. but i just couldn't. I tried for a year or so .. I couldn't really open up again. But all those things i told you are real. So thats it, i've done my part to explain why. Its up to believe me or not after what i've done to you. Being with you was a bliss, thank you. Good luck ahead.

You can't expect things to be the same and pick up from where we left after you threaten to leave me twice. I'm not that kind of person. I've trust issues and you know that from the very beginning. Sorry.