Thursday, January 21, 2010
#2 @ 1:06 AM

On the bright side. There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people and their bloody crap and bullshits in your life
Labels: bullshits, crap, life, tired
Monday, January 18, 2010
Too much @ 3:30 PM
Hiya people. Let's make a proper post. I'm currently now having lunch with my girls at pizza hut. Updating using my touchy. That's what I low about my cupcakes, it helps me update my tumblr or blog anywhere as long as I have internet connection. Anyway, pardon for my previous post. Meh, whatever. Waiting for my orders to come. Farhanah said it's a miracle for me to update this blog. Haiya! I told you guys I update my tumble more now. It's more fun. I usually update my tumblr in between my study break. Anyway, my order came already. They started eating without me. Such friends .. Haha! Nah, I need get this updating over it.
So, obviously my first week of 2010 is spent in school. Duh. Three words for school, dull, boring and tiring. That's school, what do you expect? Everyday is filled with homeworks, sometimes I don't even have the time to have my self revision. I already made my study plans with alerion. Made my study plan of my own. Hope it bloody works. I have yet to do situational analysis for my dnt. Which is due on Wednesday. With the new principal, some of the rules changed. There's no asp for term 1. Term 2 have yet to be confirm wether there's asp or not. How am i gonna pass my Os? Eventhough, we have tuition and stuff. Teachers notes and guiding are still definitely the best. And I have yet to start my tuition. Die lor
Enough about school. By the first two weeks of 2010, I already know how it's gonna end. Well, i hope my instincts are wrong. When people say, that some of us drifted way. In. fact, we didn't. People change. Thats the reason why. And maybe we should just stop putting hope on things we know won't happen. I'm not talking about myself, I'm talking in general. When things change, you can't put things back the way it were. Stop trying. Cause it will never be the same. Stop thinking about the past, cause you can't change. Think about the future where we still have a chance to change it.
Im so random. Bye.
Labels: change, life, school
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Nothing @ 8:19 PM
Well hello there. It's been a while. What? It's been a month since i was gone? Or maybe more than that. Let's just update the things/stuff thats happening in my life currently. My life now revolves around books. Sound pathetic? I know. I don't have a choice anyway, the big N is not too far away. I need to sacrifice my time. I can go retard or whatever after it. I can even act like a duck and annoy my mum for the whole day! Ha ha! Just one more month ..
Anywoo, this was supposed to be september holiday. But too bad for me, i took my first three N level papers. Which was ______. Insert whatever word there, but it was definitely not fantastic nor satisfying. It was horrible but not too horrible. Get it? Somewhere in between. First paper was mother tongue. No comments about that, did my best. But considering me, my "did my best" for malay would probably end up with grade 4. Which is bad. Then i also took my social studies, which was i oh-so-screwed-it. Shucks. Have to work hard for my geography. Pray hard that my hard work on social studies will pay off. Next was english. Ugh, paper 2 was hard. Thinking about it makes me wanna pee. Hah! Overall, three papers were ...
Next! What should i talk about, right, life. What do you want to know about my lovely life. Sigh, Life's just .. life. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. Fine, i'm currently in the middle, where i'm trying my best to look at the bright side of life, thinking positive and all those shit. So that i won't fall into the hole of despair. Get it? No matter how hard i tried being positive, sadness seeps through me, making it impossible. Sigh. The glorious day, is a just a week ahead. Hari raya. The day where everyone look forward to, to dress up, look all pretty and handsome, forgiving each other, eating all the sweets and many more. Honestly, i'm not looking forward to that day, but at the same time i want it to arrive fast so i could get over it. My feelings are so neutral about it. There are many reasons about it, but of course, i can't tell you why.
I reaaalllllyyyyyyyyyy can't wait for N level to be over. I have so many things to do, or rather so many thing i want to do, so many shows to watch, so many stories to read. But! Most importantly, i can sleep all the time! I'll end here, bye! duckie loves you! Hah!
Labels: hari raya, life, N level