Well hello there. It's been a while. What? It's been a month since i was gone? Or maybe more than that. Let's just update the things/stuff thats happening in my life currently. My life now revolves around books. Sound pathetic? I know. I don't have a choice anyway, the big N is not too far away. I need to sacrifice my time. I can go retard or whatever after it. I can even act like a duck and annoy my mum for the whole day! Ha ha! Just one more month ..

Anywoo, this was supposed to be september holiday. But too bad for me, i took my first three N level papers. Which was ______. Insert whatever word there, but it was definitely not fantastic nor satisfying. It was horrible but not too horrible. Get it? Somewhere in between. First paper was mother tongue. No comments about that, did my best. But considering me, my "did my best" for malay would probably end up with grade 4. Which is bad. Then i also took my social studies, which was i oh-so-screwed-it. Shucks. Have to work hard for my geography. Pray hard that my hard work on social studies will pay off. Next was english. Ugh, paper 2 was hard. Thinking about it makes me wanna pee. Hah! Overall, three papers were ...

Next! What should i talk about, right, life. What do you want to know about my lovely life. Sigh, Life's just .. life. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. Fine, i'm currently in the middle, where i'm trying my best to look at the bright side of life, thinking positive and all those shit. So that i won't fall into the hole of despair. Get it? No matter how hard i tried being positive, sadness seeps through me, making it impossible. Sigh. The glorious day, is a just a week ahead. Hari raya. The day where everyone look forward to, to dress up, look all pretty and handsome, forgiving each other, eating all the sweets and many more. Honestly, i'm not looking forward to that day, but at the same time i want it to arrive fast so i could get over it. My feelings are so neutral about it. There are many reasons about it, but of course, i can't tell you why.

I reaaalllllyyyyyyyyyy can't wait for N level to be over. I have so many things to do, or rather so many thing i want to do, so many shows to watch, so many stories to read. But! Most importantly, i can sleep all the time! I'll end here, bye! duckie loves you! Hah!

Labels: hari raya, life, N level